Earth will never be the same. We are being ushered into a new frequency that is actually aligned with Source, with the Living Presence of Earth & with the entire Cosmos. Our repressed wounding, increased nervous system dysregulation and unprocessed trauma can no longer be avoided. Most people are now walking around in chronic C-PTSD states. Therefore, the ‘spiritual tools’ and mental reframing will no longer suffice.
We are now experiencing the manifestation of ‘The Great Split’…which is a juncture in which each human being must confront the choice point between two paths of evolution which lay before us. The choice is simple: either go through the necessary layers of trauma in order to come into a deeper union with your Core Self (& in turn Source/God) or go further into fragmentation, intellectualization & separation.
To ‘come home’ we must quite literally reclaim our body.
This includes learning how to follow the subtle threads into the deep inner landscape of our somatic experience (emotions/sensations). Our External Home is Nature (Mother Earth), and thus our ‘internal home’, will be found in our individual ‘nature’ which is the Body. But to get there, we must go through all of the mechanisms and protective layers which keep us locked within our intellect and gently sift through the stored trauma in our soma.
This process actually connects us to the ‘Organic Matrix’ which surrounds us.
The root word of Matrix is Mater, which means Mother. X, meaning net or web. We have been indoctrinated into an ‘Artificial Matrix’ which disconnects us from this Natural Web or Womb and thus keeps us from experiencing our innate wholeness, divinity & vitality. We experience this artificial matrix not just externally (as in our materialistic culture), but. as the intense separation and isolation we experience by having only developed our rational-conceptual mode of consciousness (i.e. the ‘ego’-intellect).
I have found, through direct experience, that journeying through the layers of emotional wounding that we stored in our bodies eventually leads us to a profound contact with this living intelligence, which is distinctly Feminine. This intelligence is actually a living, autonomous ‘entity’ so to speak, which we come into contact with in and through the body. All indigenous cultures and pagan mystery traditions were deeply in touch with this Truth. It is the portal into ‘Gnosis’ or direct communion with the Divine Intelligence/Creator.
This is not just spiritual fluff.’
What I am describing here is actually the crossover between what we call awakening and emotional-somatic trauma integration. For learning how to reconnect to the bodily-feminine intelligence is what allows us to begin to heal our deepest core wounds and reprogram the nervous system to be able to connect more with higher dimensional energies, our original selves (organic blueprint) & other human beings from a place of authentic intimacy instead of fragmentation and defense patterning.
We have been separated from the Great Mother, and in turn separated from the very Core of our being.
It is no wonder why so many of us feel utterly abandoned, helpless, isolated, alone & enraged. THESE ARE INTELLIGENT RESPONSES TO AN INSANE SOCIETY. And here, we will be shedding the chains of that separation and working through the imprints in the body which keep us from connection, inner peace & from embodying our soul’s potential.
Welcome, my friends, to Mater-X.
This is a group program for the human who is ready too…
Process and clear the emotional-somatic patterns that block authentic expression.
Innerstand how to work with states of not feeling good enough’, fearing saying no, struggling to verbalize and move with their emotions, feeling misunderstood in connection, etc.
Orient towards your rage, your grief & pain in a way that promotes healing and reclamation…instead of fragmentation and retraumatization.
Self source validation, intimacy and safety.
Feel grounded in your body whilst developing deeper capacity for intimacy.
Integrate-transform shame, core wounds & shadow patterns from a place of genuine love-acceptance.
Balance your Masculine and Feminine energetics to promote your ability to be with ALL of you.
Throughout the journey of Mater-X, we will be embarking on a process of:
INCENSION
Incension (In`cen´sion) noun. The act of kindling, or the state of being kindled or on fire.
Incension is the experience of the action of Fire. In Esoteric Literature, the Secret Fire is known as the Spirit of Divinity which ‘sparks’ Human Life. Incension is the process of activating the ‘God Spark’ within us, and in very simple terms this is the reawakening of your felt, embodied connection to the Wholeness & Life Force which is found deep within the Body, underneath all of dissociation and numbness we have been imprinted with. Here, we can unlock this vital energy which has been shut down, repressed & trapped through traumatic injury and socialization into a culture that lives in a dissociated mental construct (i.e. the intellectual ego).
IN-cension (as opposed to ‘ascension’) is a term that I believe truly fits the process we are each going through as a collective species. It is the process of going INto the body. Embodiment or in-body-ment is the process of learning how to actually clear the debris that is stored within our emotional body which allows our physical vessel to actually hold more light and sustain the experience of connection/oneness.
This is the real process of en-light-enment, which actually filters down into our day to day lives and allows us to experience deeper union in all of our relationships (for Life is Relationship…which are the foundation of Polarity or Duality which this dimension is built upon). Naturally, this process also begins to activate a heightened sensibility (clarivoyance) and integration of our daily consciousness with multidimensional awareness as we our re-sensitized to the body’s capacity to feel.
This is how we truly align the the unspeakable force which guides all of Creation. It is how we can actually sense our Soul’s guidance, and it is also is what allows us to work through our human trauma patterns to be able to experience more love, connection & pleasure on this journey.
The main intention of this program is two-fold:
One, I am going to help you navigate these times of intense trial, tribulation & emotional activation so that you can evolve through the density, and not be crushed by it. We are going to actually work through the trauma patterns which are keeping you stuck, in survival & isolated (the goal is to also have this deeply impact all of your relationships). We will be building the foundation for full spectrum embodiment and the integration of our ‘fragmented parts’ that splintered off in childhood. We will focus on building nervous system stability/capacity, attuning to the felt sensations/needs of the body, anchoring in resources for internal safety, emotional processing without re-traumatization and you will have guided somatic journeys to assist you in moving through layers of fear, rage, grief & shame whilst simultaneously increasing our ability to feel deep levels of pleasure and sensuality in the body.
Two, we are going to be building a holistic framework for how the ‘awakening’ process described in spiritual traditions in analogous to the journey of somatic trauma integration. Really they are one and the same thing. You will experience firsthand how developing the connection to your bodily intelligence begins to align you to your natural, organic ‘blueprint’. Many of us lose touch with the ‘golden thread’ of guidance that our soul is weaving for us during the process of fragmentation and traumatization inherent to being a human being in today’s world. In this phase of the work, we will be tapping into teachings and practices that will form the basis of an embodied-earth-centric spiritual process of evolution. Inevitably, deepening into our authenticity and reclaiming our core self (which is really our ‘higher self’..but found within the body) will lead us to drastic change in our lives. I will be assisting you in restructuring your external reality to harmonize with and support the internal restructuring that will be happening as well. We will practice attuning to and staying in contact with this intelligence as you move through your daily life.
Somatic Trainings:
Reconnecting to the Body & Meeting Ourselves
Expanding NS Capacity & Regulation - Anchoring Internal Safety & Resources - Working With Overwhelm & Dissociation - Containment & Window of Tolerance - Processing Whilst Avoiding Retraumatization - Diffusing Triggers - Self Intimacy
The Pain Body & The ‘Separation Wound’
Bring consciousness to your energy leaks, learn to truly be able to hold yourself & access sovereignty. No more self-abandonment and hate. You will find out what real self love, presence & support feels like in your body. Upgrade the core energetic of your Life.
The Primal Body & Reclaiming Power
Reverse & integrate generational wound patterning from your family of origin. Re-establish your pure innocence/essence. Learn how to transmute feelings of unworthiness, abandonment & the fear of rejection. Master the discernment between your wounds interfering with deep intimacy and the guidance of your internal safety system.
The Pleasure Body & Resensitization
Apply both polarities in a personally guided journey. You will walk away with your very own practice structure. You will train your nervous system to hold intense energy, take radical responsibility, and create real intimacy with yourself, your (future) partner & the Divine.
(4) weekly 30-60 minute pre-recorded audio practices facilitated by Michael. These practices are profound. I will show you the actual ‘how to’ of embodiment and how to set your practice up to continually take you deeper into your process of individuation/healing/awakening.
(4) weekly audio transmissions introducing new concepts and core teachings. I will be showing you the framework for how the embodiment process & spiritual development go hand in hand.
Private group community for practice questions + additional support + 1:1 coaching with Michael...to assist you with anything that comes up throughout the duration of the program.
Bonus content: downloadable meditations, practices, videos etc.
Lifetime access to all practices and transmissions
What’s included:
About the facilitator:
Michael Angelo
Michael has been working professionally in the coaching industry for the past 4 years and has worked with well over 100 clients.
He is a leading guide and mentor in the space of embodiment, emotional integration & spiritual psychology.
He has trained with some of the top facilitators in the coaching world and pulls directly from his own lived experience whilst utilizing many modalities including Somatic Experiencing, Parts Work, Meditative Practice, Shamanic Journeying, Breathwork & Nervous System Regulation.
You will be walking with someone who has been through the fire, who has dug in the trenches & can meet you in deep compassion and safety.
Feel free to message him on instagram, @itismichaelangelo, with any questions or concerns you may have.